Hello there @JoelYa
First of all, welcome here at TruckersMP Forums (Help section)
My name is RedNub and I will be answering your question today!
I'm sad to hear you have been permanently banned from TruckersMP Servers, but there is unfortunately not much to do now even it could be unfairly. Forum is not a place where we can help you with your ban.
In that case you can appeal your ban via TruckersMP Ban Appeal here: https://truckersmp.com/appeals
If you disagree with any of decisions made by TruckersMP Game Moderation Team you are more than welcome to write a feedback ticket to Game Moderation Management - > https://truckersmp.com/feedback
No, we are all not allowed to talk about bans via pm's, if anyone wants to talk about ban, only in appeal or feedback.
Hope I answered your question correctly!
Regards,
RedNub
TruckersMP Veteran Driver IV | TruckClub Mega