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Oh boy! 1.32 is out!
* has to be able to go in-game to do GM work so downgrade to 1.31 is necessary *

 

that spider has been in the bathroom sink the last 2 nights at the edge and then gone again in the morning

Think this trailer matches ok (the colour)

Did this too

Now time for sleep at 7:30am

 

Little reminder for anyone who has been banned for whatever reason: Do NOT message staff members about your ban. Especially Game Moderators and upper staff. This will not solve your issue as we do not deal with this kind of thing outside of the bans/appeals system. Not to mention that only the Game Moderator who banned you can do something about your situation. Don't send staff any PMs on the forums, don't tag them, don't make threads about your ban, don't send messages to them on Discord, etc. If you want your ban to be reviewed and possibly removed, then what you must do instead is make a ban appeal. Only that can do anything for you and only through that (ban appeal) a Game Moderator will be able to talk to you about your ban and only through that you may have your ban removed.

 

If you don't know how to make an appeal, then please read the following guide:

 

 

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Good morning TruckersMP, 
I will share something with you guys today, not the happiest thing you will hear. 
 

Last night, an awful thing happened. I know some people don't give anything for the  beings they have in their life. Or some who are too heartless to think about how innocent the creatures that are non humans can be, and how they are really exactly like us, they feel, they love, they suffer.

I have lost someone who were part of my life, part of my entire life until now. She stick with me everyday, of her 14 years life, there was not one day which she was not there with me or out of my thoughts. When I needed her the most, she was there to give me love and affection, be I right or wrong with her, if I failed her or not. Mizinga, my lovely cat, lived a life deserved and worthy of a Queen. She reigned my life with her love and innocence she had. The most protective and lovable being on Earth. 
She will be irreplaceable, but would be selfish and heartless of myself if I decide to never help or have any other being with me, to care for. She wouldn't want it. There is many other helpless beings that need caring and some love.

What happened with Mizinga, was the most horrible thing I would want to something, or someone. She was poisoned by a bad person. Someone threw poisoned sausages over my roof, and since i let her live around with no leash, she found it and ate it. While I was not around her for 10 minutes... After a few minutes she started to roll and squirming, crying out for help. I had nothing on my mind if not "I have to help her", I left home in a desperate speed to bring her to the closest vet, stayed there with her for 5 hours, she had serum and antibiotics to eliminate the foreign substance she has eaten. The doctor who was with me there, said her kidneys were already committed, as well as her uterus and stomach, which should be removed by surgery. I booked a surgery for her, that would have happened this morning, at 5 AM. I brought her home, and tried to keep her warm, since her temperature was very low, she couldn't eat without giving food into her mouth using a syringe. I had leave home to get a borrowed Cat Bag/Cage to transport her in the car by the morning, and when I get home, 10 mins later, she was looking at me and I could almost see and hear she calling for me. I approach to her and stayed the most calm possible to help her relax and chill due the rough situation we were passing. I hold her paw, and looked at her, I could see in her eyes she was claiming for help her end it, and if it was going to happen at any time. I struggled the most I could to don't cry while looking at her closing her eyes slowly. Hold her paw the way she most liked, and I felt she hugging my finger with her claws, through her paw pillow. She made the lowest meow I ever heard she doing, and closed her eyes permanently. I couldn't accept that, called for her name, for minutes, shaked her head, blew air to her nose, and no response. I put her in my arms and still trying to call her, but I had to accept that her time come, and there was nothing I could do anymore. I did everything I could to help her, but when she needed me the most, I failed her.

After that, the only thing I can have on my mind is how cruel and heartless a human can be, by ending the life of an innocent being like her, who never did anything bad against anyone, the most docile thing ever. I've lost faith on humanity after that.

Mizinga had a life full of joy, fun and all the love she needed  until her last moment. I will never forget how much she mean for me and how she filled my life with joy after she joined it.

It is with pain, and pride, that I want to say how much I love her.

Mizinga Ka, 03.07.2004 - 08.16.2018