Noxii

I'm up way to late... O/ hello other timezones. 

Almost midnight and time to rush back to another work week...

cant even be nice without my statuses being deleted

Some pretty sweet northern lights yesterday night.

This bridge opening takes ages...

This bridge opening takes ages...

Oh my freaking god, I just finished the last episode of TVD and OOOOMG. Them feels everywhere...

This scene has to be the best one ever made, the song fits so perfectly as well. 

This thing here has to be one of the most beautiful and most luxurious SUVs in the world, I completely love the look of it. 

This little beast here beats a Mustang and Ferrari FXX at a drag race like nothing, did a drag race 3 times yesterday against a dude in a Mustang and he didn't stand a chance. In the end he got sad I suppose and left.

This little beast here beats a Mustang and Ferrari FXX at a drag race like nothing, did a drag race 3 times yesterday against a dude in a Mustang and he didn't stand a chance. In the end he got sad I suppose and left.

For them classic car lovers, or anyone just feeling for a spook hunt in the castle? This spook mobile got some real fire under the hood producing a whooping 590bhp after tuning it a bit. 

(PS spoiler contains some honourable mentions of some other cars.  )

The Bean wagon, producing a crazy 242bhp. (that's a lot for such a light car.

 



The Toy car, this one is just INSANE. It has 300bhp and 3 wheels, it's so unstable that it's nearly impossible to drive on anything other than a straight.

 



The Robin, having 680bhp and also 3 wheels as the other one above you can also see how hard it is to manage to take turns with and it does as in Mr Bean easily roll over without a doubt.

 



The beautiful VW Gold GTI 16V MK2 1992 model, having 730bhp it sure moves forward at least.

 



And last but not least, my 1976 JEEP CJ5 Renegade. This insane machine I call "The Beast" after tuning it as it now produces a whopping 1380bhp, it is literally impossible to press the gas pedal to go just an inch forward with it as it will instantly jump 10 feet forward instead.

Enjoying the British countryside a bit. 

And some insane person borrowed me his Bugatti.

Enjoying the British countryside a bit. 

And some insane person borrowed me his Bugatti.

This has to be the best insurance scam fail of all time 

hello Truckers,

i open my truckersmp launcher today

and i get this window.

Then when i choose cancel the windows gone and open truckersmp download page..

why ??

and how i can fix it ?

thanks.

£70 on cleaning supplies for the coach.

Just another costly day...

£70 on cleaning supplies for the coach.

Just another costly day...

Good Morning! <3

i seem to be closer to death

Thank you so much everyone who wished me a happy birthday earlier this week, amazing of you lot!

I'll share a little secret with you all, for some reason I'm like Benjamin Button I just keep getting younger and younger as the years pass. 

Some flying with "The Crew" tonight. 

Good morning TruckersMP, 
I will share something with you guys today, not the happiest thing you will hear. 
 

Last night, an awful thing happened. I know some people don't give anything for the  beings they have in their life. Or some who are too heartless to think about how innocent the creatures that are non humans can be, and how they are really exactly like us, they feel, they love, they suffer.

I have lost someone who were part of my life, part of my entire life until now. She stick with me everyday, of her 14 years life, there was not one day which she was not there with me or out of my thoughts. When I needed her the most, she was there to give me love and affection, be I right or wrong with her, if I failed her or not. Mizinga, my lovely cat, lived a life deserved and worthy of a Queen. She reigned my life with her love and innocence she had. The most protective and lovable being on Earth. 
She will be irreplaceable, but would be selfish and heartless of myself if I decide to never help or have any other being with me, to care for. She wouldn't want it. There is many other helpless beings that need caring and some love.

What happened with Mizinga, was the most horrible thing I would want to something, or someone. She was poisoned by a bad person. Someone threw poisoned sausages over my roof, and since i let her live around with no leash, she found it and ate it. While I was not around her for 10 minutes... After a few minutes she started to roll and squirming, crying out for help. I had nothing on my mind if not "I have to help her", I left home in a desperate speed to bring her to the closest vet, stayed there with her for 5 hours, she had serum and antibiotics to eliminate the foreign substance she has eaten. The doctor who was with me there, said her kidneys were already committed, as well as her uterus and stomach, which should be removed by surgery. I booked a surgery for her, that would have happened this morning, at 5 AM. I brought her home, and tried to keep her warm, since her temperature was very low, she couldn't eat without giving food into her mouth using a syringe. I had leave home to get a borrowed Cat Bag/Cage to transport her in the car by the morning, and when I get home, 10 mins later, she was looking at me and I could almost see and hear she calling for me. I approach to her and stayed the most calm possible to help her relax and chill due the rough situation we were passing. I hold her paw, and looked at her, I could see in her eyes she was claiming for help her end it, and if it was going to happen at any time. I struggled the most I could to don't cry while looking at her closing her eyes slowly. Hold her paw the way she most liked, and I felt she hugging my finger with her claws, through her paw pillow. She made the lowest meow I ever heard she doing, and closed her eyes permanently. I couldn't accept that, called for her name, for minutes, shaked her head, blew air to her nose, and no response. I put her in my arms and still trying to call her, but I had to accept that her time come, and there was nothing I could do anymore. I did everything I could to help her, but when she needed me the most, I failed her.

After that, the only thing I can have on my mind is how cruel and heartless a human can be, by ending the life of an innocent being like her, who never did anything bad against anyone, the most docile thing ever. I've lost faith on humanity after that.

Mizinga had a life full of joy, fun and all the love she needed  until her last moment. I will never forget how much she mean for me and how she filled my life with joy after she joined it.

It is with pain, and pride, that I want to say how much I love her.

Mizinga Ka, 03.07.2004 - 08.16.2018



 

first status of today

"I'm not the one I used to be, I can't laugh anymore. My mind is dark, my blood is cold and lonely I will go. I don't believe in fairytales after you anymore, see you standing with another one.

I feel like never before, I don't believe in fairytales. Try to stop the dark fall fade away with an empty soul, the darkness I will call."