Joe_

Hi everyone.

I've got something I need you to know.

I've been in the TMP community since it was ETS2MP and I've loved it since then and still do.

Ever since I saw there where game moderators, I wanted to be one, and that was my goal in TMP.

Recently I had become close friends with KIKI, who at the time was Sr. HR. And I had also submitted a GM application, which he knew because I'd told him and he could see it. During the time that my application was getting reviewed, I got banned for going the wrong way in ghost mode where I loaded the wrong save. I appealed it and it got denied, and KIKI got wind of this and knew my side of the story so I submitted a feedback and KIKI actually got it raised to PM (Konfig at the time). I was very greatful for this as this meant my GM application wasn't down the drain. Then, during my interview for GM it was mainly Anri asking me the questions and KIKI was reading my interview (he'd left the team at this point) from me sharing it because he was intrigued. And Anri brought up the fact that I had a ban and even though it was removed by PM, he was still bringing it up into the interview which me and KIKI both thought was wrong, either way, I'm not sure what happened but Marco ended up taking over my interview and it went well, and I got accepted into the team as a TGMO. So here I am, sat, happy and as content as I've ever been getting trained by BlocKing who was great. Now, a few days into my training, I'm still friends with KIKI and then he posted his statement. If you don't know what it was, you can find out from others, I'm not here to spread it. Either way, I agreed with him as he wrote about some people in the TMP staff team that he thought where corrupt. He also leaked some GM information, which imo was unneeded but I didn't say anything.

Aek released a statement to the staff team on which he only wanted the staff team to view and I stupidly leaked it to who I thought was my best friend at the time. Little did I know he didn't really think of me as a friend.

The leaks continued, (not from me, from someone else), he had collected so much as SHR so he continued to leak things not even related to the "corrupt staff" and so I voiced my opinion to him and this is where our friendship began to go downhill.

He didn't like that I'd challenged something, but he had leaked some messages between anri and scottish, scottish is a good friend of mine and what where in the messages was not to be shared what-so ever and I told him that, he just shrugged it off saying they weren't his screenshots. He leaked the GM ban quota, he leaked the ban system and was leaking lots of messages from the TMP Staff discord. All irrelevant to the "corrupt staff".

Again, I challenged all this and he didn't like that.

Me and another person said in the staff discord we *could* leak his number but both of us weren't because it's just stupid to do so. 

Either way, he took this really badly and said he was going to report us both to the authorities, and he was going to expose me for leaking.

Either way, I was going to tell the other staff that I leaked, just I was waiting for the other leaker to be found because the upper staff probably think it's me who leaked everything atm, which I can understand.

I realize this will have ruined my chances of GM, the only thing I ever wanted in TMP, it will have ruined already made and other possible relationships with people, and a perm ban will probably be following from what I've been told by staff, I can only hope I don't get perm banned as I have a massive passion for trucking and I'm only really a multiplayer type of person.

Thank you to all who understand and thanks for reading.

I'm truly sorry for what I did.

-Joe.